Showing posts with label Iyengar yoga. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Iyengar yoga. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

The Year in Review—Looking Ahead



Today being the last day of 2013, as a creative freelancer I find it only fitting to evaluate my year with an eye toward 2014.  And what a difference a year makes!  

Financially, I have turned myself around and will continue to put forth these same efforts and energies in 2014.  Last year at this time I was continually in the red by $200.  Looking at my checkbook, I have a comforting cushion of black.  The turnaround occurred in early March, when I received payment for a series of gigs for the Pikes Peak Library District.  And it has continued to build as I slowly began work for an online educational writing entity, A Pass Education.   And I it looks like I will have some regular work the first quarter of 2014 with a second online entity, LearningMate.

Which will be helpful, indeed, since health-wise I am confronting what seems to be a genetic legacy:  osteoarthritis in my hips.  At the relatively young age of 50, I will face my first hip replacement (the right one) on January 31.  Since I am healthy and in shape otherwise (thank goodness!), I am told the recovery will be short-ish, three to six weeks.  And only a four inch scar.  While I am wrestling with the seeming unfairness of it all, I do look forward to walking normally and hiking once again this summer in the beautiful Colorado Rockies.

Creatively, 2013 has been mixed.  I thought I would be doing more regular creative writing for both this blog and my kitty blog.  Being honest, I lost steam midyear as I was grappling with regular trips back East to help my sister manage the ever-increasing complexities of aging parents.  This all came to a head when my father died at the end of August…  Rather than beat myself up for the lack of writing focus, which does not serve me, I look ahead to the possibilities for 2014.  

I did, though, return to regular acting and taiko drumming classes when my finances turned around. I have also slowly begun to again incorporate yoga and the space it creates back into my life.

And…I got a surprising creative boost the early part of December:  an email from a casting producer from America’s Got Talent inviting me to audition when they visited Denver on December 7.  (These city visits, btw, are auditions for the producers of the show—not the celebrity judges.  At least not yet.)  After speaking with her, I prepared a 90-second “best of” Percussion Lady (a little drumming, singing and storytelling)—which got me a second audition with the executive producers that same day.  A long day it was, indeed, at the Colorado Convention Center.  It was an amazing seven hours in the company of talented, creative individuals.  Maybe I will be invited sometime the first quarter of 2014 to audition for the celebrity judges.  Or, maybe not.  But the experience provided me with the jolt I needed to refocus my creative passions.

AGT Denver Audition - December 7, 2013

Looking ahead to 2014:

I must and I will incorporate more drumming into my life!  More taiko!  Maybe even purchase a “walking drum” so I can play and walk at the same time while creating my rhythm of the machine…  I may even participate, again, in the Colorado Performing Arts Jamboree in January. 

I will also continue to focus my energies on attracting paid work that fulfills me—Percussion Lady and Golda gigs and educational writing.  Hopefully after my first hip surgery, I will have more energy that is free of pain to focus on taking Golda on the road…to the Philly area, to start.  

I am also looking to attract TV and film auditions that will provide juicy, meaty roles that pay—maybe even get my first SAG credit.

Midyear, I also look forward to resuming my efforts as the volunteer coordinator for the Intendence Film Festival.  I think it’s time, and my left-brained qualities do come in handy.
And, of course, I look forward to more writing for my own benefit…

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Perhaps 2013 needed to be the transition year it has served to be.  To help clear out the cobwebs of my psyche and intent in order to allow me to embrace the possibilities that await in 2014. 

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Looking to 2013



With just 11 more days till the turn of the year (and beyond!  No, I do not think the world will end tomorrow; lol), I plan to spend the time continuing with what I have been doing over the last month or so:  Re-aligning my vibration to attract the focus, physical flexibility and abundance I’ve decided, once and for all, I need and want.   As I near the end of the fourth decade of life, I’m getting a bit tired of living on the edge.  Really.

The end of November was quite confronting.  I sat down with the husband and looked at my actual income flow for 2012.  As busy as I have been with performing (as The Percussion Lady, Golda Meir and acting gigs)—the most I have ever been since I embarked on this life path—I have not brought in enough income to meet my minimal monthly budgetary needs.  For most of 2012, I’ve been about $200 behind every month.  No wonder I have felt like a hamster on a wheel in terms of financial stability!  Wow.  Confronting.  That’s why I’ve taken time off these past four weeks from my regular acting workshop and Taiko drumming classes to reevaluate and refocus.

So this is the plan:

Submit to commercial writing gigs.  I have resisted this idea in the past, because it didn’t seem perfectly creative to me.  But the idea has stayed with me since September 2011 when I took a Denver Woman's Press Club workshop on the financial viability of commercial writing.  I felt intrigued.  I have taught formal writing on the college level, and I have good solid skills.  Additionally, I have the experience and a Masters degree Education with a focus on adult education/instructional design.   Why not take advantage of these skills—on my own terms, as a freelancer—and make some decent coin?  So, since Thanksgiving I’ve been submitting for commercial and educational writing gigs, and I’m developing a WIX site specifically geared to writing.  And just yesterday, I snail mailed back a signed contract with an educational publishing contractor; I’m keeping my fingers and toes crossed that I will attract substantive work soon.   

Continue with my creative writing efforts:  contribute to this blog and my cat blog regularly.  I’m pleased to have just posted my final kitty essay for 2012:   http://lifelessonsfromlumpsoflove.wordpress.com/2012/12/19/turn-turn-turn/.   In addition, I will look into turning my now 25 posts into an eBook; working title: Life Lessons from Lumps of Love:  Essays and Musings About Life and Living I’ve Gleaned From my Cats—Volume 1.  I might shorten the title, but I do love alliteration…

Continue to hone my marketing efforts for acting, percussion lady and Golda Meir.  These are good sources of income, but I will only accept terms that align with who I am as a person and performer.  This year has taught me that quality as well as quantity counts.   

Resume a regular yoga practice.  Last winter I took a tumble on black ice.  I fell forward this time (usually I fall back on the butt).  For a good part of 2012 I’ve been out of whack with my hips and pelvis, resulting in my right leg extending longer than my life (I’m sure there is a medical/physical therapy term for this) and a slight limp.  But even more distressing, I’ve had pain in my hips, thighs and knees and thereby have not been able to fully engage in the walking and hiking that I love without chomping on ibuprofen.   (Interestingly enough, I feel nearly no discomfort swimming and bicycling.) But I was able to swing (one bill just waited to be paid) one physical therapy session in September, and the exercises that I’ve been taught have been helping.  Then just last week I decided to add some standard yoga poses (like warrior two and triangle) to my routine, and I have felt a significant difference in a mere seven days!  So, 2013, I will return to the Iyengar Yoga Center Denver for weekly classes.   

And, finally: to resume my participation in the drumming and acting I love.  As I emphasized to the spouse last evening:  it’s through these efforts that I engage my creative reservoir.   Everything flows from my connection to this source of energy and love.